I can’t do it. I just can’t.

Some people can, they just submit to God and give everything over to Him, their worries, their lives everything, yet I’m human and it seems I’m too human because I can’t submit. I don’t know how, because everytime that I try, it seems there is always something holding me back. Either money, a job, or people I don’t want to make think I’m crazy. Although deep deep down, there is a part of me that wishes I could, that aches to submit, I just can’t, I don’t know how. I’m too scared that when I give everything over to God that I’ll fall flat on my face. 

So help me.

Please.

If you know how this whole submission thing works, I would really like to know and would greatly appreciate your input.